“life will be better in spring”

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tues, watched Resident evil with sis.
it's damn disgusting and scary but very nice =D

today took back all our papers and report book.
and jiaen was the first =D
JIAEN, CONGRATES!!! =D
and i din know who was what rank cause mr tan forgot all the rank! =/

tmr was supposed to go night safari. but my dad don allow =/
so tmr will celebrating patricia's birthday! =D
hopefully i can go out tmr =D

today's programme was ok.
had mac for breakfast but our tea was took by someone =/
and wasn't able to go to serangoon garden cause of the rain =/
after that programme stayed in class as we thought our subject teacher will be coming =/
took some pic in class too =)

after sch slack with jiaen, zihui and favian awhile.
feel like i really din slack with them for a long time =/

and lastly i almost fell down =/ fortunately jiaen was standing beside me =)
hopefully my leg will recover soon!

passed all my exams =D
now go sch so boring! don know what kind of programme is that =/
damn boring till me and jiaen almost wanted to jump out of sch!
hopefully tues can don go sch =/
now counting down for sch holiday!!!! =D

freak! ankel still hasnt recover!!
somemore need to wait till next yr then can drink cold drinks! FREAK!!!!!!

ytd cpa paper 1 and NA maths paper 1.
cpa was abit hard. and the more i do, the more i feel like sleeping =/
i slept once i do finish the paper =/
din know how to do NA maths paper 1 =/ so damn hard.
but fortunately mr tee gave me some clue

today had EBS and naths paper 2
manage to do the paper with some thinking
but maths i din know how to do the rotational! =/ so asked taowei for ans...
and mr tan thought im giving ppl my ans =/

wed had eng listening and mt listening...
eng was damn tricky...
totally don understand what they talking =/

thursday had eng compo and paper 2
panic through out the compo as i cant rmb what i wanted to write =/
eng paper 2 was quite easy.

today maths paper 1 was ok but there's one question that i din even learn before =/
felt so unfair!
and also something bad happened today!
finally know why i doesn't wan to stay back with friends, is because in front of them i have to put on a fake mask. it's tiring putting on a fake mask and also putting a fake mask in front of my parents. and finally i don need to put a fake mask in front of my parents.
i told mom all the unhappiness in me. and she knew that i've been having headache is because im giving myself stress...
she told me that i doesn't need to act strong in front of her..
she also told even i din get good results, but at least i tried. and she know that i've tried.
and she told my dad that not to scold me if i din get good results.
seems like my happiness ended like feris wheel.
feels good after writing all my feelings down =)

Sat, 3/10/09
went to uncle's house to pray.
at night played fireworks with sis and jacky.