“life will be better in spring”

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wed had eng listening and mt listening...
eng was damn tricky...
totally don understand what they talking =/

thursday had eng compo and paper 2
panic through out the compo as i cant rmb what i wanted to write =/
eng paper 2 was quite easy.

today maths paper 1 was ok but there's one question that i din even learn before =/
felt so unfair!
and also something bad happened today!
finally know why i doesn't wan to stay back with friends, is because in front of them i have to put on a fake mask. it's tiring putting on a fake mask and also putting a fake mask in front of my parents. and finally i don need to put a fake mask in front of my parents.
i told mom all the unhappiness in me. and she knew that i've been having headache is because im giving myself stress...
she told me that i doesn't need to act strong in front of her..
she also told even i din get good results, but at least i tried. and she know that i've tried.
and she told my dad that not to scold me if i din get good results.
seems like my happiness ended like feris wheel.
feels good after writing all my feelings down =)