“life will be better in spring”

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This month i keep seeing doctor. -.-
first is see ankle, second is see my stomach.
First time is see the sin seh's son, wasnt that pain but din recover. Second time see old sin seh, and he use needle and thing that suck my blood out of my ankle! Damn pain ! I cried while walking out of the room.

Thursday din went school as stomach super pain till i cry. And that pain from wednesday night to thursday.
Regret for not seeing doctor and bear the pain for months.
Doctor say if by fri still pain, i have to do scope. Which is a tube with a camera on it and go into my mouth to the stomach. :( Hope i will recover by fri. As for now, my stomach still hurts and i eats my medicine regularly. (last time I don eat medicine regularly at all)
These days keep thinking alot. Kinda afraid.